hi-life.

My grandmother came to visit us from LA today! I'm really happy, though it seems just yesterday she arrived for a surprise visit with her suitcases overflowing with goodness.

Do you now what I miss? I miss the Olsen twins. When they used to make movies together they were really good! Like New York Minute, cliche, but good nonetheless. And that TV series they had, So Little Time So Much to Do. And their books! They would always go under different names though, for like every book series. On to more important stuff.

You know, you can dress up your pretty words all you want. You can say maybe things, but actions speak louder than words. And your actions are practically screaming at me. I mean, I know you love me and stuff, but it's like sometimes I worry, you know? I worry that, maybe if I do something wrong you're gonna up and go (which I know you won't, because it's me that always instigates it) but I'm afraid you won't like me the best anymore, you know? What do I have to do, clone myself to become the best for you? What the hell is that? You know, in any kind of relationship, there is always one person who loves more. It's never equal, you know. It's either 40/60, 30/70...it's never 50/50. Someone always puts someone else up on that pedestal....like Romeo and Juliet. She was all up in her balcony and he's all done there trying to make up some beautiful poem that would be worthy of her exquisite beauty. Failure, btw.

I like how you said this song would describe your life if I left you.